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Storybook Coverpage Introduction Story 1: Ahadyla Story 2: Kakooni Story 3: Powerana Story 4: Makara |
While Ahadyla was still lost in her
own thoughts, she suddenly heard Karaman's soft and calm voice,
"Someone
will come and rescue us. I am sure of that, but in the meantime, I will
tell you some stories," and so he began:
"Once there was a
stunningly
beautiful woman by the name of Ahalya. (Ahadyla was immediately struck
by the similarity of that name to her own. His voice was piercing her
heart.) She was married to Gautama, a very kind and intelligent
professor
of religious
studies,who was not only teaching about
religion, but following
Dharma was the main goal in his life. He loved his wife dearly and she
had everything she
desired: beautiful looks, many friends and a good job. In fact, she was
a
teacher of Sanskrit at a local college. What she was lacking, or so she
thought, was the experience of how it would be to make love to another
man. ("That is just like me," Ahadyla thought.)
So, while her
husband was out of town attending a conference,
she invited that interesting-looking guy, Indra, to come to her house.
She knew that he liked women and she knew that
he
liked her and she did not have to tell him what she wanted, because he
seemed to have that same interest. He reminded her how beautiful
she was and she savored his attention. So, they made love together. (At
this point Karaman looked at Ahadyla, but all he gave her was a
reassuring smile; there seemed to be no hint of a judgment in his
gaze.)
The
next day, however, she wondered, if her experience had really made her
more
satisfied. Had she gained anything from it? Anything at all? She had
experienced a
pleasurable
time, that is true, but at the same time, she felt kind of empty.
Maybe even a bit like she had been taken advantage of. The whole
experience had been kind of shallow and she had never really
connected with Indra's personality. She had received the confirmation
that she was still attractive and that she could have another man, but
why had this been so important to her?
She suddenly
realized that she had fallen into Maya's trap. Maya had fooled her
into thinking that she was missing out on something, that it would be
valuable to get some
affirmation about her sex appeal from someone besides her husband. And
she? She had been so
eager to follow her
curiosity and to test her power to attract men that she had
not been able to see the trap. Suddenly,she
laughed out loud about her foolishness
and she understood that the experience had taught her a lesson. She
felt a deep relief. She
finally knew that she really loved her husband and that she was so
lucky to have him. Did he not tell her plenty of times how
beautiful she was? She now felt calm, but she still faced the
problem of
telling her
husband. Well, her curiosity to experience another lover and to confirm
her attractiveness was surely gone. Actually, she felt like having a
big celebration when her husband came back. If
he
loved her as much as she thought he did, then he would be happy
together with her about her transformation. Her husband had always been
very supportive and
understanding. Why should it be different this time? "Whatever your
next trick," she told
Maya, I am planning to let Dharma guide me from now on, and thus I hope
to transcend all the hurdles of my life.
When her husband, who was
very much
enlightened, came home and heard her story, he hugged her and they made
love together. Yes, I am telling the truth here. He had indeed shown
her his love, understanding
and forgiveness, because he was happy about her honesty and trust in
him. He
had always felt that there was something that had kept a small distance
between them and he felt that this little distance had now
disappeared."
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Tears streamed down Ahadyla's
eyes.
Did Karaman
know her story? This was clearly a message to her. Did he want to
encourage her to confess her adventure with her lover to her husband?
Did he suggest that she would receive his understanding and love in
return? If she would make it back to the shore
alive, then that would be exactly what she would do. She felt a deep
peace after she had made up her mind to
get her life in order. Karaman looked at her and he seemed to
understand.Had she come
here on this
boat to learn a lesson on how to escape Maya, the queen of illusion?
Ahadyla had heard of Maya
before, but she never had noticed her in her own life. She
decided that she would study these new concepts of Maya and Dharma and
no matter what her husband would say, she wanted to live a life of
truth.