"Once there was a woman by the
name of
Kooni. She always felt cheated in life
and thought that life was very unfair to her. For that reason she was
very jealous of anyone who seemed to her to have gotten a better deal
in life than she had. Kooni also felt that it was not fair that she was
rather ugly, that her
skin wrinkled so easily and that her hair already started to turn gray
when she was only twenty-five years old - not to mention all the bad
luck she had already had in her life! What she
didn't know was that in her past lives, she had done some horrible
things and now her Karma was creating unfortunate circumstances for
her."
"What does Karma mean?" Powerana interrupted.
"Very good question!
Well, Karma simply means that every deed and every thought of a person
has an
effect. Good ones have good effects and bad ones have bad effects.
These effects may show up in the person's current lifetime, or in a
future lifetime. Sometimes, a negative effect may be canceled, as was
the case
with Ahalya, because she recognized that she had done something wrong
and was willing to
accept her lesson. Does that make sense? Shall I continue with the
story?" "Yes, please," said
three persons on the boat. (That is, everyone except Kooni. Karaman
continues with his story).
"Now,
Kooni had an extremely bad Karma, because in her previous life, she had
fooled the queen Kaikeyi to exile her son Rama for fourteen years in
the
wilderness, although he was just about to be crowned king. Kooni was
very
cunning and she knew how to trick Kaikeyi by feeding her with lies
about the terrible consequences, if she didn't intervene in Rama's
coronation. In reality, Kooni just couldn't bear to see Rama, who was
the embodiment of love and virtue, on the throne. She did not change
her character in her future lives and she always made it her business
to destroy other people's happy lives the best she could. One of her
worst weapons was that of spreading rumors. She would invent lies that
had no foundation at all, yet by the time people realized the rumors
were groundless, the
damage had often already been done.
Maya had found a good tool in
Kooni. The
sad or we may call it the happy thing about this whole story is that,
deep inside, hidden beneath many layers, Kooni was actually just as
beautiful and pure as Ahalya." (These words brought a tear from
Kakooni's eyes, but invisible Maya quickly whispered into her ears:
"Don't listen to such foolish talk. A clever and cunning woman like
you must not be fooled by this kind of nonsensical tattle." Kakooni
quickly regained her usual self.) "Yet, because she was very far from
recognizing her own beauty," Karaman confirmed, "she continued to bring
misery to
others and most of all to herself." (Kakooni sat there with a real sour
face. It was becoming unbearable for her to be on this boat. She wished
that they would be either rescued now or drown. Her patience had run
out.)
"I wish I could help Kooni," said Ahadyla.
"Oh, get on with a
new story," said Kakooni grumpily. "This other one was no good."
"Just
one
more question, please!" said Ahadyla. "Will Kooni ever become
enlightened?"
"Oh, yes, that is for sure," said Karaman, "but it will take many, many
lifetimes."
Author's
note:
I use this story to introduce the concept of
Karma. Karma is
quite an important part of everything that happens in the Ramayana,
but you will not find an explicit definition in the Ramayana as to what
it means. So, in my story, I had Karaman give a definition of Karma,
so that the people in the lifeboat could clearly understand what it
means. I think that
my second story fits perfectly after my first one which ended all
happy and where the characters (Ahalya and Ahadyla) were so open to
learn. Kooni brings a stark
contrast to that and she also evaluates the first story. Maybe some
readers will evaluate the story in a similar way?
I only refer very briefly to the original story about
Kooni and it is also a very short part in the Ramayana by Buck, but I
leave the
content unchanged: Rama was exiled for fourteen years because of the
wish of
Kaikeyi who was in return influenced by Kooni. In this story, Kaikeyi
requests
Dasaratha to fulfill her wish and he does.
In my version, I
provide new information about Kooni's
background and her motives. This is not mentioned in Buck's Ramayana,
but after Sita is free, he tells us that Kooni asks Sita for
forgiveness and promises to be her servant. Also at this point, he
calls her by the name
of Manthara, but we do not get any information besides that about her.
In my
version Kooni does not
repent what she has done and no change of heart occurs. While Ahadyla
provided a positive example, Kooni is a negative one: the example
of what not do. I think that
the picture represents Kooni's confusion and her longing to be
beautiful and loved, but her thoughts on that subject are out of touch
with reality.